The semester is over (except for finals). Its kinda weird to think that I won't be living in this crazy little
college town anymore. School didn't go as well as planned this semester, if it did, I would be getting A's or B's in all of my classes and I would end the semester with all the credits I had planned on getting. Here is what actually went down; tried to study, and epically failed. I haven't been able to focus to save my life lately. I guess that's just what happens to first semester freshman, I just didn't find that balance that most people do.
School has never really been my thing, but I have always been able to somehow pull it out ya' know?? I can't really help but feel just a little defeated. It never even crossed my mind that I wasn't ready to handle this, all my friends have been able to adjust to this crazy college lifestyle, why haven't I?? I guess this is just the way it has to go for me.... I just have to make it a little harder on myself. I wish it didn't have to be this way, I don't really feel like I have time to waste. I know I have things to do, and I don't really want to postpone them, just because I'm not ready. Hmmmmm.... guess I just have to let the Lord do his thing. I wish I could get like a program, or maybe a play book; just something to give me a little heads up on what's coming next.
Deuces Thatcher. Make sure you keep my friends safe while I'm gone.
Hey hon, don't worry about your first semester, take you time it will all work out. Hey ill let you know about my Aunts program ok? I think it would be good for you- I love you and please call me if you need anything, you know I will rush over to you anytime :)
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